by K-MacK » Thu Jul 31, 2008 8:16 pm
Sarah would never refer to her father in any sort of positive reference, one suspects; not that he's evil like Gus, but because he's a jerk of truly cosmic proportions.
Remember, at the age of eighteen; one still has trouble relating to one's parents as People, rather than the source of all that is NO. Sarah even admitted it to the Wuff-Chibi, saying that the only way to get him off her case was to have her younger sister do something to distract him.
And UberMan; you get the basic idea: Sarah is effectively saying that she is a Special Werewolf because it's a sickness for her (and thus curable in her eyes) while Peter and company are normal for the people that they are.
Thus there is a wall of sorts that Sarah has set up between herself and her Wulf nature; technically DENIAL, that is keeping her from growing into her new Werewolf self. Peter, being born as a Werewolf accepts what he is as a part of his nature, and Sarah isn't doing that; not at all.
Now the ever-lovable Wuff is just a set of instincts and emotion-responses; the Wuff doesn't question herself because she can't; no intellect or personality is there to do the questioning.
In a sense, the Wuff is on automatic; responding automatically to whatever stimulus is presented to her, while Sarah is always stopping to think, and thus gets left behind in the dust.
If Sarah could actually say "I'm a Werewolf and I enjoy being a Werewolf" (especially since the Wuff seems to be having a pretty good time); she'd get control over things a lot faster. She'd be in agreement with herself, and that's always a good way to get self-control.
But- that wouldn't be half as much fun as things are now, would it?
KMacK...
"You don't have to be invisible when everybody is looking the wrong way..."
Writing the series "Wulfen Blood"... getting ready for publication.